Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Follow Your Heart



When times are low and you've lost your way reach out your hand and i'll lead the way.
Just follow your heart that's all you have to do, cause im right here waiting for you

My Love for You is Real

My love for you is real,
honest and deep.
Like a precious secret,
that I alone will keep.
Buried in my heart,
safe and secure.
True as white light,
and my love just as pure.
So take my heart,
and make it yours,
and forever I will keep your heart,
locked within mine.

Can You See It In My Eyes



You don't know how I'm feeling.
I have yet to vocalize
Desire deep inside me.
Can you see it in my eyes?

I tremble when I'm near you
Heat travels up my thighs
and I want you with an urgency
That I just can't describe.

Dare I reach out to touch you?
Do you think you'd realize
How much I want and need you?
Can you see it in my eyes?

I long to say, 'I love you,'
But am scared of your reply.
Terrified like a child
I've become paralyzed.

The camouflaged emotions
Lead to pain and silent cries.
And yet I just can't tell you.
Don't you see it in my eyes?

Confessing through this poem
My dilemma summarized.
The feeling's quite cathartic,
But will lead to my demise.

Anything for You



Anything for You

A gentle kiss
To heal your pain
An offered umbrella
To stop the rain
An outstretched hand
In time of need
Words of kindness
To plant the seed
A tender touch
To soothe the skin
And caring arms
To welcome you in
A love to last
And always be true
Knowing I would do
Anything for you

Monday, April 27, 2009

My Search is Over


I've searched for you
Beyond the stars,
Throughout the years,
And so very far

Somehow I knew
That you were out there,
But that's the thing...
I didn't know where.

When I couldn't find you
I just kept crying,
But I couldn't give up...
I had to keep trying.

He’s out there, I'm thinking.
I continued my search
For the love I was seeking.

From hour to hour,
And from place to place,
I didn't give up
In this heart-rushing race

The days went by,
As well as the years
It had brought me nothing
But painful tears

Then all of a sudden,
There you stood...
Like a beautiful angel
Floating in the woods

Where have you been?
All of my life
I long for the moment
To call you mine.

In love's embrace
We'll be together.
Our love is protected,
And will last forever.

Fate has lead me to you,
The one from above...
My search is over,
I've finally found you,
My one true love

The One You Left Behind



Thinking bout everything we meant
Inside every letter we sent
Five thousand moons before tonight

Last time I held you close
That's what I been missing the most
Running from the wrong looking for the Right

There's no sound sound on a placid lake
So I hear every breath you take
All the way over the distance

My heart's been readjusted
Can't go back to what I trusted
And so I drown in my resistance

If I could steal you away
I know times are different but I love you the same
There's no such thing as rewind
Just fasting forward I
Will always be the one you left behind

My mind is a satellite fixture
I watch you like a motion picture
But I've been trying to turn the channel

Under the circumstance
No way no how no chance
You've been too much for me to handle

I know what it's like to want
what you can't have then pretending you don't
But knowing don't make it no less painful

I know what it's like to feel
Wishing every dream you had was real
But it's all you got so you gotta be thankful

If I could steal you away
I know times are different but I love you the same
There's no such thing as rewind
Just fasting forward and I
Will always be the one you left behind.

Since You




I thought I knew beauty
'til the day I saw you

I thought I knew devotion
but all others, untrue

I thought I knew happiness
'til you showed me the way

I thought I knew trust
but all others, betray

I thought I knew faith
'til you made me believe

I thought I knew honesty
but all others, deceive

I thought I knew hope
'til my soul you did save

I thought I knew patience
when no others forgave

I thought I knew love
'til you showed me love true

I've learned all these things
since the day I met you

I Love You

The Sweetest Dream

Last night I had the sweetest dream.I dreamt of soft rays of bright morning light that filled my roomEverything was whiteAnd you were here with meI dreamt of you with your gentle warm smile as you woke up beside meYour dark smiling eyes full of contentment and loveThe intoxicating feeling of your fingertips as you caressed my face and touched my trembling lipsYour sweet caresses as your hands followed the curves of my bodyI adored, kissed and admired your handsome face, soft skin and hard bodyI trembled, not out of fear, but out of contentment because I wanted so much more of youThen you kissed my lips, my neck, and my body as your hands traveled over meThey were the sweetest kisses with the hottest and slowest burnAnd at that moment the whole world seemed rightPerfectWonderfulPeacefulYour lips were so soft, so wanting, so needingYour tongue, so comforting, so enticingIt was as if your mouth was saying, "I need you, I want you, I am yours."And your caress was saying, "You don't have to worry anymore. I am here and your heart is safe with me."My eyes shed tears, not out of pain or sadness, but out of unbridled passion, joy and love for youYou smiled at me while you kissed away my tears and my heart melted in your handsI felt completeI felt perfectI felt at peace and I felt beautifulFor that moment I was yours and you were mineI dreamt of you last nightI dreamt of you, of me, of us, of what could beAnd everything was perfectEverything was perfect, because you were here with me

For My Soul Mate



through springtime leaves
to barren trees
by your side is where
I want to be
from playful lovers filled with jest
to old and gray
with empty nest
from smooth smiling faces
and joyful eyes
till happy times
carve happy lines
through passion and love
through joyful tears
through treasured memories
of blissful years
with time for play
and time for chores
let all my moments
be entwined with yours

What You are to Me



You know...since you've came into my life...I have felt complete.
You've released another part of me that I didn't really know I had.
My ability to love had been dead until you came and made it alive.
Everyday I yearn for your touch and your kisses.
I can't wait to see you again,the moment you drop me off.
It just seems that between the time we depart and the time that we see each other seems likes forever.
That's how much I need you to be with me.
Everyday I ask myself whether our love is really real.
Then I think of the times we've spent together and I believe our love is true.
You're the one that adds the sweetness in my life.
Now that I have you in my life, I couldn't imagine my life without you.
Which is why I want to spend my life forever with you.

My Only Wish



If i just had one wish....

If i just had one wish
It would be you
To be with me throughout the day

If I had once wish..
It would be you
To be with me to reminisce the day
When we are just beginning to fall in love.

Falling in love to one another
Even we dont know
If we are really meant for each other...

If I had just one wish..
It would be you
To be with me , to cuddle me in your tight embrace
When the sun is setting by the dessert

If I had just one wish
It would be you
To be with me ,to lighten my day
When the moon and the stars Lost their shine and the darkness will engulf the earth forever...

Wish we could spent the days together,

If i had just one wish



If i just had one wish....

If i just had one wish
It would be you
To be with me throughout the day

If I had once wish..
It would be you
To be with me to reminisce the day
When we are just beginning to fall in love.

Falling in love to one another
Even we dont know
If we are really meant for each other...

If I had just one wish..
It would be you
To be with me , to cuddle me in your tight embrace
When the sun is setting by the dessert

If I had just one wish
It would be you
To be with me ,to lighten my day
When the moon and the stars Lost their shine and the darkness will engulf the earth forever...

Wish we could spent the days together,forever
Growing old altogether....

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Life is nothing without You........




My life is nothing without you sweetheart
You are the glue that holds me together
And keeps me from falling apart
I’ve loved you from the very beginning
When our eyes met for the first time
I was willing to do anything
To see it again
And see your glowing smile
And hear your voice again
After all this time together
Your voice will echo
From now to forever
We have experienced every wonder of the highest points
To the nightmares
And horrors of the lowest points
What we have has never faded once
And it will never fade, never.
I don’t care how rough our life might be
As long as your there with me
It will always be the best it can be.
Because it doesn’t matter if all I have is you
Since you are my everything.
And life is nothing without you.
And everything in the world couldn’t replace that
If you promise to always stay by my side
I will promise you to always keep what we have intact
Because I’d rather have nothing and only you
Then everything without you

Precious Love



God gave You true love to handle with care
He whispered be patient always hold dear...
I'll give You one chance,
to protect this gift so pure and so rare...
Love her from the depths of Your very soul,
feel her gently grasping that love and cherishing it so,
with the sweetest tenderness, holdn her so close,
feeling her love..give her a smile to let her know,
it is only her You will hold so precious and so dear
You feel her heartbeat join with Yours,
You feel an inner warmth fill You within
Your soul flowing within her own..
You hear her heart softly whisper to You,
i'll hold Your hand.i'll hold Your heart,
God gave me You too,
oh how i so love You...
it's me He made to always be there,
so this i promise to just You..
never should You doubt,
never should You fear,
this precious true love..
that is meant for me and You.

You start to tremble with only one thought
Thank You God for given me her

Just once this kind of love is offered to You,
I'll be watching so take good care of her.
You feel whats real, You know whats true
"whats these things spinning out of control"
I see You've chosen a wicked temptress road
I see her trying to keep hold of You,
her soul is crying, what a heartaching sound
she pleads to You down on her knees,
no,please i need You,please just keep hold
cant You feel my pure precious love,
God made this gift just for You.

see this woman I chose just for You,
why is she is begging ,
why is she pleading,
for Your precious love that i also made for her...
why have You taken her precious love for granted
ignoring what was there and walked Your own way
You promised You would always protect
this precious love I have given to You
why did You do this to her..
tear swollen eyes, heartache and despair

give her Your love for thats what she deserves..
its You maybe that dont deserve her..
she never turned from You,never let go of Your hand,
she kept her faith in the pure precious love i had given to her
down on her knees she goes n pleads..
Dear God what have i done,why doesnt He love me
through her shattered heart and tear soaked eyes..
she asks of me again..
God,please tell me what have i done wrong,
for He is the one You had chosen for me,
i held his hand never to let go,
tighter i grip..why is He pushin me away.
my faith is all i have left so i beg of You,
Please,would You lead Him back to where He belongs,
my pure precious love You have given to me

down Your path You continued to travel,
with much sadness i say...
You were given Your chance to protect,
never betray,never to let go and always
cherish this pure love,that i offered to You
You have taken for granted the purest of true loves
she held Your hand,You pushed her away,
she loved You and stood by You,never walkin away
through all the torment and all the pain,
continued to be faithful and true,
never giving up on You

Today i take what was given to You,
a true love so precious and so rare
You do not deserve her precious pure love
this precious gift is no longer offered to You

Your begining to feel the mistakes You have made,
You turn for her..she was made just for me
oh God where has she gone !
she was my pure precious love given to me
always there to hold my hand in my time of need..
i realize now what she really meant to me
down on my knees i beg of You please,

God,please send her back to me.

i took her away..she no longer belongs to You
You took for granted what I offered to You,
You lost Your chance..now dont You see
You turned Your back on her pure precious love,
Stand and recieve what will now be Your destiny
You no longer deserve what i offered to You

Silent Cries



silent tears roll down my cheek
i wonder if the pain has hit its peak
i sit and explore my lonely heart
dare i ask...am i starting to fall apart?

look at me.....
see my tear filled eyes....
feel me fading inside.....
tell me...
can You hear my silent cries?

i feel myself falling,what can i do
i begin to grasp onto the memories of You
a small smile starts to break
i ask myself...
how does one endure such heartache?

look at me...
where are You...
where have You gone...
cant You see its You im trying to find?

my heart embeds the purest love
my body burns with deep desire
my soul holds an eteranl flame
my mind overflows with everlasting thoughts

look at me....
can You feel these passions....
do You know....
do You even care....
that all this is for You?

take a deeper look inside and listen
and tell me what You find....

* Hear My Silent Cries *

fill my empty space....
hold me with the softest touch....
love me with an undying promise

YOU..............



I WANT YOU TO LOVE
ME FOR ME
THERE IS SO MUCH
YOU CANT JUST SEE...

IM AFRAID OF LOVE'S
EMBRACE
BUT IM WILLING TO
LET IT GO WHEN I SEE
YOUR FACE...

IT'S SO AMAZING HOW
SOMEONE SO SWEET
CAN JUST KNOCK ME OFF
MY FEET...

WITH JUST ONE
SIMPLE KISS
YOU TAKE ME AWAY
TO A STATE OF BLISS...

I LOVE YOU



I love you,
I know I do,
But why does it hurt,
To think of you?

It’s because I love you,
And I know I can’t have you,
Why can’t anyone accept?
Yes I’m in love with you.

I can’t think of anywhere I’d rather be,
Than right there in your arms,
I get shivers all down my spine,
Even if you just touch my palm.

Please say you love me too,
I hope you really do,
I know my love is true,
But I don’t think that you do.

Every time I see you,
I go all weak at the knees,
Can’t we just give it a try?
Please say yes, please.

True Love Waits



I stand up in the high mountain
Trying to grab a star
Wish that if I were your lover
You do not need to cry anymore
Only happiness you will see to me
All my life I will take care your heart
All my love I will show it to you
I will be your slave forever,
You are my queen of my heart

But it's to late
You gave your heart to someone
There is no reason to love you
Every day I always thinking to myself
How to forget my love for you?
If every time I can still remember about you
Every night my mind is always viewing to my dream
All lovely memories with you by my side
I am trying to erase it into my head
But I always hear my heart crying
Begging that don't prohibit myself to loving you
Because my heart knows that until now
I still loving you

I don't know what to do
To stop this feeling
If all I can think about is you
How can I love you?
If someone owned now your heart

I want to cry this all pain that I feel
In deep inside of my heart
To show you
How much I've been lost without you
In my heart and in my life

My feet are ready to walk a million miles
Going back to my world
I am leaving you because I know
This is right thing to do,
You are finally found someone
Someone who are willing to give all his love for you
I hope that I see you are happy with his love,
He will love you as my love to you

I HATE ABOUT YOU

I hate the way you tease me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate it when you stare at me
Then act as if you do not care

I hate it when you smoke and drink
and always get away with it
I hate you that you make me sick
but makes me happy in a bit

I hate the way you’re always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry

I hate the way you’re not around
and the fact that you didn’t mind
but mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you
not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Unseen Friend

Although you are a friend of mine
and letters we exchange,
I wouldn't know you on the street,
and doesn't that seem strange?

You hold a place within my life,
unusual and unique;
We share ideals and special dreams,
and still, we do not speak.

I picture what I think you are,
perhaps you picture me.
An intriguing game for both of us
for someone we can't see.

So for this friendship we possess,
we owe this mail a debt,
Perhaps the charm lies in the fact
that we have never met.

I Dream of You

I Dream of You





I had a dream of you
again last night
Under the stars and
moon so bright
Lying together and
holding you tight
And passion's flame
we did ignite

And I'll dream of you
again tonight
A beautiful poem
I will recite
Of our first kiss and
our first night
And dream of you 'til
morning light

And I'll dream of you
tommorow night
Like birds our souls
will take to flight
We'll soar my love to a
brand new height
I'll dream of you every
night of my life

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Cyber Friendship



Cyber friendship…

I know we just meet on line
But as the days passed by
We developed friendship
Friendship that is so true and honest
There is always willingness to share….

We were strangers then, how can I forget
The day you came into my life, willing to share
Love, joys, happiness, even despair
Everything you knew, that I will appreciate

Then suddenly we became
What we call friends, though I share just a little
But you treasured still ‘till we became very best friend

My friend who knows when I am sad
Giving me advises and laughter
To fill the emptiness I felt within

My friend who is just a mouse click away
Willing to stay at my side
Just to keep me company
Though at times being ignored
By some unspoken words….

And now I don’t know what to say
For I know words isn’t enough
To thank him, to tell him
I treasured this friendship
Friendship that I want to remain forever….

My very best friend. I am there with you…
Always and forever I will remain
Your very best friend..
No matter what happen
Even in sadness or in vain

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

From this Moment



From this Moment….

I may have implied to you in my letters many years ago.
How my heart want and need you
But you didn’t recognized ‘coz there’s so many around you
But I was just there on one side
Waiting for my chance to show how much I love you…

And now, knowing how you felt
Somehow eases the pain in my heart
Knowing I really have a place in your heart
Made me feel I should have insisted the feelings
I have for you , and should not just kept it inside ….

Now that I have the chance to show how much I love you
How much my heart want and need you
This is the moment in time that
I will not let this pass without being with you

From this moment,
I will love you as long as I live
I will caress and hold you
And make love to you all through out the night that I am with you…
For my dreams come true because of I you….

Lost in You



I am loosing myself
In you

Your smell
Your taste
Your touch


Frantically trying
To make some sense
Clouding my mind
Making me dense

Something unknown
Feeling like home
Is all of this real
How can this be what I feel

One moment with you
Unspoken dreams came true
Tell me it is no fake
Please promise....

My heart you wont break

My Heart



Beat by beat, my heart goes on for you
Like it always has since we met
Stronger and stronger with a love so true
For an angel it could never forget

It bears the scares of so many years
I’ve spent away from you, away from home
From all the loneliness, sorrow and tears
And all the time is was left to roam

Feelings buried so deep down inside
Out of harms way, out if sight
It would be the price it paid for pride
But I always knew I would lose the fight

My soul was too strong; even for time
It wouldn’t stop its search for you
No matter how hard, no matter the climb
It’s always looked for a way back to you

Without you, there is no me



Come and take my hand and never let go
Lets both hold on until time stops
And let our love forever shine, let it show
Until the stars, clouds and sky drops

You and only you could tame my soul
With the first smile that you gave me
That first glance made me whole
It was all I need to set my pride free

That moment my heart was yours forever
And it has always been beating for you
It will be until the very ends of forever and ever
With the flame you started, burning so true

My life’s never been the same without you
And I’ve lived with your love always inside me
It gave me strength and pulled me through
Your love opened my eyes it made me see


Without you, there is no me………

My Soul



My Soul lies beyond the clouds and space
That’s where it waits for you; burning bright
Wanting your gentle touch, your warm embrace
The caress of your wings, where everything’s alright

Spread your wings and fly towards me
Rise to the heavens with your guiding heart
Following the voice of my soul, follow its plea
You’ll never be alone we’ll never be apart

It’s counted every second you’ve been away
Waiting restlessly, faithfully it’ll always wait
For your return home, for you to stay
I’ve always known from the start you’re my fate

So here I am waiting and I’ll wait for a lifetime
Because I’ve known that all I’ve needed is you
My heart’s always wanted you even after all this time
It’s always dreamt of finding a love so true

One Heart



It’s always been a mystery
What I felt deep in my soul
It felt so strong, so free
And somehow made me whole

I never thought this heart
Could hold so much for anyone
Your love filled every part
That’s when we became one

Two bodies but one heart beat
Your love’s always fed my fire
It made me feel so complete
It filled every dream, every desire

It’s always been a mystery
What I felt deep in my soul
But I see this was meant to be
As together we make each other whole

One



One Look, I was captured by your eyes
Left staring into your deepest parts
Where you passion and your loves lies
The place where I see our hearts

One Touch, I was brought down to me knees
So warm, so gently and feelings so strong
They entered every part of me with such ease
Gave me a taste of love, I saw where I belong

One Kiss, I was ready to take to the skies
Flying by your side, forever soaring so free
Under your wings seeing the world through your eyes
And letting the moon and stars shine on you and me

One Word, I felt you opening my soul
I felt your presence deep inside burning
You filled every empty space every hole
You gave me all I needed, gave me everything

When the Day Comes



When the day comes
how bright will be the sun?
When the day comes
what once two becomes one
So brilliant it shall be!
That only you I will see

When the day comes
how many will be the stars?
When the day comes
yours and mine become ours
So numerous they shall be!
that they'll seal our destiny

When the day comes
How blue will be the sky?
When the day comes
and our souls they can fly
So blue it shall be!
we'll soar for eternity

When the day comes
how long will love last?
When the day comes
it will never avast
So long it shall last!
all of time shall have passed

Angels

Ever since I met you,
You’ve always been
The most precious thing
I’ve know in my life,
You are like an angel
That files around me
Spreading your wings
And comforting me,
As an angel you are
I will be your angel
Where ever you are

Soul Secret



I want to be the inspiration
that wells up inside you;
and the sweet-scented tulips
that blossom for you in spring.
I want to be the joy that fills your heart
with simple things I do,
and the reason for that smile
that only true love can bring.

I want to be why you shiver
when you hear that special song;
and be the sunshine that fills
your world with warmth and light.
The reason for those days when
you think nothing could go wrong,
and the reason you'll give thanks
when you close your eyes tonight.

I want to be a part of everything
that your heart desires;
to be the reason you stand again
if you should fall.
To fill your life with love and lust,
and all that fuels your passions fire;
and to consider you, my love,
my greatest blessing of them all.

I want to be your soul secret,
your lover, and your friend,
to fade into forever with you,
together hand in hand.

The Way You Make Me Feel



The way you make me feel, like an excited child at play,
the way you keep me daydreaming all throughout the day.
The way we agree on everything it seems,
the way you turn me on, making me want to rip my clothes off by the seams.

My heart skips a beat every time I hear your gentleman voice,
all others that tried were just clutter and noise.
The very first time I heard you say wow, we have so much in common,
I said to myself this just can't be forgotten.

I listen to everything you have to say deeply and concerned,
waiting ever so patiently and yet cautious for my turn.
The butterflies in my tummy are flying rapidly and strong,
Every time I hear you humming or singing our song.

How one minute I feel like such a stupid little foolish girl,
then you remind me I'm the woman who's brightened your world.
How we talk about the things we love and enjoy,
to How you want to please me, like a little schoolboy.

Your amazing with each new bright day that goes by,
Oh, How you bring tears of joy to each one of my eyes.
I have never been so loved in my whole entire life,
I want to walk with you everyday right by my side.

I just wanted you to know that this is all so very real,
this is exactly 'The Way You Make Me Feel'.

Together



Bright-moonlit night in the forest; shadows dance upon us as we play. A warm breeze flows over us and I catch your familiar scent. Memories flood my mind of long ago and fill me with sweet emotions. Oh that nervousness yet certainty we shared; so pure, so true – as if in a dream. But out of every dream, we must awake.

Bright-moonlit night in the forest and we play. Oh, what do you think of, my Dear? I’m so desperate for your thoughts… I could scream!!! My heart longs to know you, every little bit. But the waiting, the hours, days and years of waiting… the maddening force called time haunts me so easily. It brings about frustration and loss; a mourning for those moments we should have shared.

Bright-moonlit night and we try. Picking up the pieces, one by one, while hanging onto each thread. Confusion and love surround our space; stepping with each tippy-toe, to not hurt. And out of my daydream I am met with a whisper of oh so familiar words…”May I kiss you”?

I PROMISE

I promise for you I will always be sincere.
And show you that I will always be there.
I will like to show you how much I care.
By never letting you shed a single tear.

I promise that even when we get old.
It will be you that I still want to hold.
Because to you the key to my heart I sold.
So that my love for you will be forever told.

I promise all my life I will live only for you.
I'll be there for everything you go through.
And make sure I also see your point of view.
You'll never find someone who loves you more then I do

I promise to you each and every day.
Your trust I wouldn't dear to betray.
To god I will always pray.
Pray that "I Love You", you'll always say.

I promise to honor your love until the day I die.
I will not disappoint you with a silly lie.
Because to cause you pain would only make me cry.
I love you so much, that I would never deny.

I promise to love you today and forever.
Everyone says you and I are great together.
And for us to say goodbye, that we will never
Our love will stays strong no matter the weather.

I promise you're the only one for me.
And I know that you can see.
Because you and I define eternity.
And that's exactly how it's suppose to be.

I CLOSE MY EYES


I close my eyes and see your face.
I feel your arm's sweet embrace.
Your everlasting love and grace

I close my eyes and see your face.
How can a man be so much more?
Than ever thought in life before.

I close my eyes and see your tears,
As you take away all my fears.
My eyes are open, now I see,

All the things you are to me...

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